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"hey what is the most emotionally fraught and unresolved thing you can think of"

"uh. my apparent inability to complete school successfully due to an intersection of identity and mental health difficulties which keeps resulting in exhausting emotional breakdowns?"

"great let's do that and make sure you're remembering a time you were young and unable to name or feel any control at all over this problem"

"..."

"also let's make sure people who had a formative influence on you but who you're now pretty sure were not that good for you are there enumerating worldviews that you now view as insidious at best"
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notable dreams: last night's self-devised avengers sequel movie

every mcu team from every previous movie plus some expanded teams (a six-person team for black widow which included cap; hulk's team which included she-hulk) which had apparently already had their own movies some really creepy as fuck presumably non-terrestrial beings who never showed up but sure as hell could manipulate reality (&) had human mooks who were brutal about murdering characters you expected were too narratively important to murder
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in that dream first i was my present age and drove to the grocery store from my grandma's house

it turned into A Night Out and at some point i met a peer who was german (and looked like the german au pair who is a regular at work) and we picked up a guy and we all three were drunk and very flirty when at the last minute the guy decided to rob us instead of coming home with us. we still needed to get to the store before it closed, so we had no choice but to let him park the car while we went in, even as he jeered at us that he was going to steal anything of value from inside
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in THAT dream, I committed a murder in France and was having trouble making my getaway because my French wasn't good enough. I ditched my car and then the car I wanted to get into I couldn't convince the driver of anything because my French was WEAKSAUCE, WEAKSAUCE. He let me into the car eventually but only because he was fine with helping me get away from the police. I could not deceive him; that was clearly what was happening.

At some point it turned out that I had a whole party of people with me trying to escape and evade notice,

Also I had him stop the car because my horse friend ("mon... cheval? oui?") had gotten out of the car and into the river
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Nothing like a high school dream. I appreciate them, brain. I appreciate that you continue to consider school an Identity Issue and have been dwelling on it night and day for close to ten years now. It's also pretty neat that you do themed high school dreams, like last night's "birthday" one, where my failing senior English on the second or third attempt (haha! oh brain!) culminated in me telling my classmates about myself "yes, I tend to not be able to get things done right away. This may be why I'm now 26 years old and still trying to graduate high school and living with my parents."

Astonishing!
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two viking types/norsemen: a tall, burly, upright one; and me, a shorter, slighter one.

dream starts in the present, in the middle of a contest taking place in a school.
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